With the events of the past several weeks I feel in disarray.
Several losses in the family, a niece and her family who cannot help but have drama and chaos with each other around every holiday/family event, feeling like I don’t have enough time to do things I want to do, protestors shutting down an interstate and now my fire pager is going off non-stop due to people not heeding flood warnings and driving into high water.
It may be just hypersensitivity to the holiday season and all the family birthdays we celebrate leading up to Christmas which creates this feeling, maybe it is the sheer chaos of people who should see this season according to it’s true meaning. Whatever the case may be, I feel off.
I am sure many others feel the same way. To that end I am unsure of what I need to do to get the sync back in my life but I am sure it will happen when it really needs to. It cannot be forced.
